IT HAS BEEN TOO LONG but also I’ve been a busy beaver.
First things first, the PLOT HAS THICKENED! I sort of forgot how I left off but basically here are the hardcore facts you all need to know! Ben & Mary have hooked UP! Now what type of hooking up? The world may never know because Mary hasn’t given me ANY details. This hook up happened after we all hung out at the aviary which was super rad! I’m assuming they were drunk because we all saw each other the next day at a conference. While we were at the aviary, Ben & I were accused of dating yet in reality we just have great chemistry ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ We’ve hung out by ourselves & I truly like his company. I have told both parties that I am out of the match making business. So, they can act like adults and do it themselves. Yet, after this whatever happened with them they have acted strangely awkward around one another?? I noticed this because there was a talent show which Mary & I were in. Ben drove me there we jammed and talked etc. Ya girl WON first place in the talent show! How did I win you ask??? BY DOING MY JOB! A literal read aloud. I am honestly very honored because people were able to see what I do for the children of PGH. Anyway, they barely talked and like didn’t interact?? It was weird. Then after Ben left I went out with some friends & he texted me asking to let him know when I get home. In my mind I’m like LOL you my BF but then I’m like okayyyyy he’s being a good friend true true.
Anyway, will I know what will happen in the future??? No!!! WAY!!! But I hope everything can stay the same and okay. Do I believe this? NO! Mary hasn’t really talked to me but currently Ben and I are currently trying to make plans to see Black Panther. How do I feel you’re probably wondering. Well, lots of things. For one, even if I ‘develop’ feelings could I act on them considering GIRL CODE?? Not really. Then, he’s also going into the Peace Corps in August. So it’s like why let myself get attached and hurt. In the moment, I’m trying to enjoy our friendship time together! Let the rest come as it may!
I have a JOB interview in a week!!!! The job consists of teaching refugees English and establishing relationships with the family!!!!! SOUNDS UP MY ALLEY??? Plus, it will totally help me with my dream of teaching in South Korea! Oddly, things can come full circle if you work hard enough.
The kids are LOSING their minds. NO LIE. I honestly cannot wait for Spring Break!~! I know they cannot wait either! Mercury is almost in retrograde! TWO MORE DAYS! In the midst of all that nonsense I lost my freaking love crystals. I hope they show up somewhere. My heart chakra feels all off. Let this act as a call into the universe.
GIVE ME MY LOVE CRYSTALS BACK YOU HEATHEN!
I hope everyone else’s Tuesday is going okay despite this DANG snow~